Thursday, March 10, 2005 4:40 AM
Haven't been able to blog for some time because I was very much preoccupied with all the poly registration.Phew! Finally it is over for once and for all.Even though I sound very relieved,I'm really very petrified on what the future holds for me. It really sounds scary whenever I come to think of my future.
I have alot of desires on what I want to become in future.I have always wanted to be honoured by and respected for the job I am doing. I want a job that not only provides me with good income but also pleasure. I want to love my job sincerely. I have always wanted my job to be full of adventures and challenges.
There are times when we happen to come across people whining "I'm born unlucky" and some people capering about "I'm born lucky always".Well,I'm actually in the first category.Things didn't turn out well as how i wanted them to be. I was hoping to score my o levels well this time. After so much of pain I went through, Still gain nothing.
Sometimes i wonder, why does God has to be so cruel to me..??Even though I put in alot of effort, it was of no use.
Why is my fate written like this?? Am I only destined to go to ITE??
Well,I just have to deal with the obstacles that life brings my way. Because everyday and every single moment, people are going through alot of obstacles.The obstacles they face each day could be more frightful than mine. So I should thank god for what he has given me. I have planned to stay positive and strong on whatever life brings for me. Whatever meant to happen will happen.
There is a saying that goes like this "Whatever happens happens for a reason".
Oh well...God knows best.
I'm just in a dilemma.