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My name is Aisha, a perfectionist and a complete foodie. I love food and I love exploring food at every corners of Singapore and if I can afford to go to another country, I would definitely become a world-class food blogger. Dining, travelling, Movies, Shopping are my interests and I love makeup too. I always get my hands working on eye-shadows and I learn to apply through the online tutorials in youtube. I love camwhoring and most of the time; I am armed with a camera and that explains the food pictures in my blog. I am blessed!

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Thursday, March 24, 2005 2:44 PM

Is this the end or the start???

You people might be wondering what am I blabbering about. Actually the posting for the 'O' level students is out. I'm like sooooooooo depressed. Yeah you people have got it. I am not going to the place where i desired to go.

Oh come on...I don't want to see myself in an ITE uniform don't I??? Nono...No way am I stepping my foot in an ITE. Its not that I am looking down on ITE or the people who study there right here. Afterall, ITE is not a bad choice at all. Its just this instinct I have in myself that I should not enter ITE. I don't know why. I've been having this thing in my mind since I was very very young.

Sometimes I wonder why am i ever being born in this world. I'm such a loser. I don't get anything that I wanted. I started to hate my life the very first time when I didn't get into the express stream after sitting for PSLE. Even though I got normal academic course, I was not very much worried.I was at least hoping to get into the secondary school I desired to enrol into together with my fellow cousins and my childhood friends.Likewise, I didn't get that also instead my fellow mates got into that school. I was upset. Cried and Cried but then later convinced myself to study there. Alternatively, my O levels. I didn't do well. Took a second time. Still no good results. After putting in all my might to study, So much of struggle and hardwork, still gain nothing. This the reason why I feel that I am a loser.

At times, I detest the education system in Singapore. It really sucks. If I had the money that I wanted, I would have migrated by now.

Anywayz, I've applied for the nursing course through DAE. It will only be out at the end of March. I hope I get that course if not I doubt what is going to happen to me.

Well, I'm just keeping my spirits high and have decided to have a spoonful of hope in me.

All I could say for now: Oh Allah! Show me some mercy....too depressed