Thursday, April 28, 2005 2:36 PM
I would like to tell everybody who knows me, who had mixed around with me and stick with me that I am going to ITE. Finally, I have put a stop to all my moanings, whinings and complaints. Because I know very well that nothing could help me anymore. You guys might be wondering how this girl who had detest stepping into ITE is now so happy in telling everyone that she is enroling into ITE.
To tell the fact, I am not at all happy. I always have this fearful feeling that trouble is approaching me whenever I step into an ITE. I don't know. I just have this feeling, its not that I had done something wrong and thats' the reason why I'm feeling guilty. Just this instinct that I find myself very small compared to all the students studying in that college.
But what can I do? Everything is not under my control. Its in God's hands. God knows best. Likewise, I had told you previously that I am not satisfied. I'm just taking this as a blessing in disguise. I have decided to take this as an opportunity to show the world that I can do it. I am going to study very well. Going to focus on my studies all the way until I come up in life. Till then, I don't wish to have anything. Even relationships. I don't want to spend most of my time with my boyfriend. I am going to use this opportunity and strive for the best. I will go poly and do my diploma, after that advanced diploma..degree, masters and so on. I got so much of fantasies. I want to fulfill every single one of them. From today onwards, my aim is to study and set a good career in life. Oh ya, I'm going to do Information Technology in Ite which I have forgotten to mention earlier.
I hope I will get each and everybodys' blessings. Wish I will succeed in life.